- coat - call me an old fuddy duddy but i love love love coats, i love this cut and i love this color.
- jeans - i never got why my dad is such a levi's fan. i was always a divi kind of shopper. but recently after i availed my GC's for shooting a levi's store for a magazine, i finally understood. my two new 501's changed my life. now i'm hooked! i can't wait to get myself a new pair. gaaah-stos.
- shoes - this is my 2010 take on an annie hall look. plus i love the company's advocacy.
- shades - yes, it's a carl zeiss lens.
- bag - at first, i was drawn to this. i like tans and browns and i tend to stay within the color palette. but the ensemble looked kinda drab so i decided to throw in some color and texture just for fun!
- hair - i miss my long hair and bangs.
3.15.2010
3.12.2010
The Poles rode out from Warsaw against the German
Tanks on horses. Rode knowing, in sunlight with sabers,
A magnitude of beauty that allows me no peace.
And yet this poem would lessen that day. Question
The bravery. Say it’s not courage. Call it a passion.
Would say courage isn’t that. Not at it’s best.
It was impossible, and with form. They rode in sunlight,
Were mangled. But I say courage is not the abnormal
Not the marvelous act. Not Macbeth with fine speeches.
The worthless can manage in public, or for the moment.
It is too near the whore’s heart: the bounty of impulse,
And the failure to sustain even small kindness.
Not the marvelous act but the evident conclusion of being.
Not strangeness, but a leap forward of the same quality.
Accomplishment. The even loyalty. But fresh.
Not the Prodigal Son, nor Faustus. But Penelope.
The thing steady and clear. Then the crescendo.
The real form. The culmination. And the exceeding.
Not the surprise. The amazed understanding. The marriage.
Not the month’s rapture. Not the exception. The beauty
That is of many days. Steady and clear.
It is the normal excellence, of long accomplishment.
3.10.2010
one of the reasons why i fucking love the philippines. and because it's summer, this shit sells for only P40 a kilo. wahoooeeeey!!! (i'm jumping like a JJSP!) now, now... what to cook with it?*photo from here*
3.09.2010
Pabagu-bago ang ihip ng hangin. Ngunit madalas mayroon itong nakagawiang ruta. Kaya kapagka biglang nag-iiba ang ihip ng hangin at hindi ito sumusunod sa nakagawiang ruta, nagkakaroon ng ipu-ipo.
Naalala ko noong minsang makipagtitigan ako nang mata sa mata sa isang malakas na ipu-ipo. Iyon ay nangyari sa gitna ng isang bagong ararong bukid na katatapos lamang pinag-anihan ng mais. Nangyari ito mga labingwalong taon na ang nakalilipas.
Parang may hindi nakikitang higanteng kamay na nagpapaikot noon sa hangin. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang kakaibang paglakas ng hangin. Kitang-kita ko ang paghugis ng ipu-ipo sa gitna ng araruhan. Mabilis ito lumaki at tila tumatakbo nang mabilis sa hindi depenidong direksyon. Hanggang sa ito'y malapit na sa kinaroroonan ko.
Parang huminto ang pag-ikot nang mundo noon. Tila kandila akong napagkit sa kinatatayuan. Ramdam ko ang pagtindig ng maliliit na balahibo sa aking batok. At ang ipu-ipo ay tila huminto at nakikipag-usap sa akin. Ngunit paano ko kakausapin ang isang nagngangalit na elementong kumakanaw sa alikabok at patay na mga tangkay ng mais?
Labingwalong taon na ang nakalilipas. At ngayon, nakita kong muli ang ipu-ipo. Ngunit sa panaginip na lamang. Nakapagtataka, sapagkat sa aking panaginip ako ang ipu-ipo. Sapagkat nakita kong gumalaw ang aking mga kamay. Mabilis ang paggalaw ng aking mga kamay at kinanaw ang lupa't nagsaalikabok ito. Nagliparan ang mga tuyong tangkay ng mais. Nagliparan ang mga dahon. Nagliparan ang maliliit na mga sanga. Pabilis nang pabilis ang pag-ikot ng ipu-ipo. Sa gitna noon ay naroon ako. At sa labas ng ipu-ipo, nakita ko ang isang batang babae na nakikipagtitigan sa akin.
3.07.2010
Ars Poetica? I Czeslaw Milosz
3.06.2010
3.05.2010
Dead Stars (1925)it's amazing how time can alter one's treatment of a text. i read this short story 10 years ago for my freshman lit class. i had already completely forgotten about it. today, out of nowhere, two words popped into my head: dead stars. i googled them and found the future in the past.
3.04.2010
When I tell you that you have an effect
Upon me you may not intend, and you
Ask me to render, not tell,
I think of cities I have been to
And have yet to see, where at some ungodly
Hour, a train slips through unseen tracks,
All grooved wheels and steam pipes
Announcing neither arrival nor departure
But passage, sure and swift as rain after
A dry spell. In the town square, vendors sell
Candied nuts by the glare of gas lights
And the derelict hit-or-miss of prayers
Everyone forgets to follow through.
When a train passes, the makeshift stalls
Allow the ground its procedural
Shiver, then it’s business as usual.
What’s earth-stopping is the howl
Of a train expressly on its way
To not here. It moans a phantom hunger
All the more terrible because unseen
—Hear it?—This is the sound of all
That rifles through us and does not stay.
Everything is in the details; wail of the train
Through tracks unseen, destination
unknown.
When I show you how you and I
Have more hunger than we know
What to do with, I am telling you
Goodbye before you know it.
3.03.2010




a successful chef and restaurateur with an uber-pretty why-can't-i-have-something-like-that country house and garden, devoted mother, caring friend...smokes pot and a bit of a slut. but really, she's just trying to be true to herself. jane adler FTW!*photos from rottentomatoes.com*
3.01.2010
brick walls, wooden floor, natural light, textured fabrics, comfy couch and lots of colortime to hustle!
*photo by wai lin tse*
2.25.2010
1.08.2010
...because i'm choosing to share my mania only with people who really matter, and, instead of writing, i wanna do it through ways that are more practical and concrete
...because i've got to live my life not think about it
thank you for keeping up with me through my five-year blog. here's to you seeing me and me seeing you.


