10.27.2008

Travelling in Solitarium (part 2 of 2)

Sidetrip: Sagada

The following morning, Gideon and I set out with Manong Ramon and Jessica, a Taiwanese tourist who was also on her own. When we reached saddle point, a half-full jeepney was waiting to take us to Banaue. I clambered up the steel ladders. I was not going to miss toploading! An hour and a half later, my butt sore and my shirt damp from the rain, I was crazily and giddily grinning. After a quick lunch, I was in an old wobbly bus with wooden seats to Bontoc where I was instructed to get a jeepney to Sagada.

Sagada is different from Batad. Somehow it’s sadder here when you’re alone. Perhaps it’s just because most of the activities available like caving, sight-seeing, waking up to the Kilterpan point sunrise, and, do I daresay, getting high are more fun when done in a group. Or maybe, ironically, it’s just that more houses and more people you don’t know heighten the realization of your loneness. But I think, it’s also because people here while polite and accommodating when talked to, almost always leave visitors to their own businesses. If you do not want to be bugged by anybody, come to Sagada.

I chose a quaint little inn outside the town proper. I figured a considerable distance would force me to walk more and not just stay in. Gecko Inn was just the way I liked it. The fragrant scent of pine from the walls eased the senses. Hot shower, a huge window fronting the woods, Joni Mitchell from the hallway waking you up in the morning—what more can you ask for?

My gameplan had not changed. I was there to take it slow. Dinner at Shamrock café was very quiet. I was the only patron and I chewed on my fried milkfish and rice as I stared at the ceiling where a hundred pop culture postcards were haphazardly tacked. My amusement waned only after my neck got stiff out of chewing and looking up at the same time. I also realized I must have looked pretty stupid. I hurriedly paid my bill, it was getting dark and I had to walk back to the inn.
It was only 7:00 pm, two hours before the bell tower signals town curfew. However, my twenty-minute walk back to the inn was the scariest thing I had ever done. Forget the time when Gideon showed me where Julia Campbell was murdered and I realized it could easily happen to me too. Forget when my jeepney did an unexpected lurch by the cliff while I was toploading. Scratch those. As I gingerly walked through the dark tree-canopied Sagada streets under the dim moonlight, I was scared most of the occasional lone person walking through the fog and the dogs who were barking at me non-stop. I had been mauled by dogs as a kid and I shook at the idea of being bitten with no one to rescue me. But, with the help of a friend whom I hysterically called to keep me company through the seeming walk through the shadow of the valley of death, I got to base, a survivor.

My first day in Sagada was spent registering at the Municipal Hall and trying to see whether I could join other groups to split the guide fee which was quite expensive. Unfortunately, a last-minute detour to the local bakery for some hot pandesal resulted to me missing a group in just five minutes. I decided to get my own guide for the afternoon and, with a map at hand, started walking to the caves to kill the time.
Sagadans do not recommend going into the caves without a guide. This is because the caves run very deep and seasoned guides with super bright gas lamps are there to assist visitors during a very steep and slippery foray to the underworld. As for me, I figured I’d want to see at least the entrance of Lumiang Cave before I head back in time for lunch and my 1 p.m. appointment with the guide. Spelunking at Sumaguing Cave was out; I vowed to be back with some friends in the future to do it. For now, I just wanted to walk and be lost.

Along the way, I met two women walking home after buying some sugar and salt from town. I asked them whether I was on the right track and they answered that the caves were just down the road. Of course, down the road meant an hour of walking through a picturesque winding path dotted with tall pines. When I reached the caves, my clock read 11:25. I took a few photos and obliged three men, soap-sellers who had previously waved at me offering me a ride, with some small talk. I thought about my options. Going back might take 45 minutes more. With their second offer, I agreed to hitch a ride back to town. I got off from the delivery truck at the famous Yoghurt House and had a leisurely lunch: tuna sandwich, granola yoghurt and native coffee definitely filled me up for the rest of the day. I munched on my meal, writing down passing thoughts and eyeing Tommy Hafalla’s photos of mountain life which hung on the wall.

By 1 p.m., I was back at the municipal hall and met my guide Orion (do all the guides here have cool names, I wondered). Together we talked about options. I had to choose three from the six possible sites to explore in the afternoon. I opted for Bokong falls. Echo Valleyand Lake Danum for the sunset. However, Orion said that considering the time and their distances from each other, it’s better to choose other sites. I rallied to see Bokong Falls and Lake Danum only instead. Echo Valley I can do on my own.
Still, the walking. Orion filled me in with information about local celebrities who often came to Sagada. Aside from the usual tourist spots along the way, he also showed me where scenes in Piolo and Judy Ann’s movie were filmed. It started drizzling and the path down Bokong falls was slippery with fallen leaves. I was only glad that we brought umbrellas which doubled as trekking poles. I took a while to set up my gear as I started shooting.

The climb back to the cement road was better than the trek down. It was raining steadily when Orion and I reached St. Mary’s Episcopal Church. He suggested going to Echo Valley instead because the Lake would be too far to make back before dark. I hesitantly agreed and followed him through the path that led to the public cemetery. Persimmon trees marked either side. We reached spot where the hanging coffins could be seen. The sound of the steady drops of rain coupled with the knowledge that I was on sacred burial ground was a bit eerie. Our tour ended with me still disappointed at not being able to see the lake. As it was still a bit early, I spent some time walking around, buying ground native coffee, and getting lured inside a cute house that displayed some desserts. Lemon Pie House specialized in lemon pies, egg pies, tea andcoffee. For 20 bucks a slice, those pies are to die for.


Walking back to the inn after dark for the second time wasn’t so bad. I figured I only had to do it a few more times to be able to be smug about it. I was beat as hell. After shuffling through the inn’s vintage vinyl record collection (The Beatles, Burt Bacharach, The Beach Boys, The Hollies and more oldies but goodies), I was back in my room massaging my sore legs and falling asleep while at it.

In the sunshine, Sagada seems more upbeat. It was a market-day Saturday and as a lover of crowds where I am anonymous, I appreciated the action. The streets were lined on either side with people selling meat, fish, vegetables, clothes, glass wares and plastic wares, DVDs and electronics, actually almost everything. I snapped away with my old Yashica rangefinder loaded with black and white film and I was happy. An old lady approached me to offer bananas “piso ken binting” (a peso and a quarter) she said. Too bad, my bag was packed and full so I politely declined. I bought, instead, non-bulky items for my friends – keychains, bracelets. I was bummed that I couldn’t bring any of the local rice wines: bugnay, persimmon, and tap-ey, the original variety. I guess I’d have to look for these in Manila where they’d sell for double the price.

While waiting for the 1:30 p.m. last bus ride to Baguio, I decided to eat brunch at Masferre’s Inn and Café. The place which looked like a small log cabin served their food fast and the tomato and cheese omelette was surprisingly fluffy and tasty. Eudardo Masferre, hailed the father of Philippine photography, was a half-Spanish half-Kankanaey who documented life in the Cordilleras for decades, especially before modern technology started to influence local customs and traditions. I looked at Masferre’s black and white photos on the wall and wondered when I can get past shooting cultural curiosities and really start my own photo projects. I wrote that down as one of my goals for 2009 just before “get a job,” “save up” and “shape up.” Priorities, I reminded myself, and rearranged the list.

Comfort in a cold place
For the last time, I walked around and said my goodbyes to the place before boarding GL liner to Baguio where I would catch another bus back to familiar Manila. Enough already. At last I have fulfilled my Kerouac longings of spontaneously being on the road during my twenties. Being alone has its downside but it has also some rewards. Forget the “being alone there’s a certain dignity to it” quote from the 1992 flick Singles. You either are aware of your dignity or not even when you’re always in a group. It’s just that the silence that envelopes you (how great it is not having to entertain anyone or be entertained by anyone!) allows for an enriched knowledge of the self you once were, the self you are now and the self you want to be. I marvel at the parallelism: while travelling through the mountains at the center of Luzon, I was, in effect, voyaging through the bases, plateaus, crevices and crests of my own center. Without a doubt, Batad and Sagada explored with friends can be a blast (think: nights of loud humorous talks, music, alcohol and what not) but both locales conquered alone can be quite a comfort to the vagabond soul. 


For Traveling in Solitarium Part 1 of 2: click here 

10.23.2008

Travelling in Solitarium (part 1 of 2)

Sampaloc, Manila on a rainy October evening 

A stray cat darted towards the tacky pink and blue Christmas tree beside me on the second hour of my wait for a bus that would bring me to Banaue. I am seldom early but when I am, I am inconveniently so.  Now I had to brush aside my annoyance at the Dubai cook from Isabela who was trying to hit on me, perhaps to beat the boredom of waiting for those trippy pink buses to finally depart. I stifled a snicker at the lonely scenario.

Eight hours ago, I was surfing the net and making quick phone calls to arrange my five-day trip to the mountains. I have had it with two days of moping around from my foiled Batanes trip. Four months in the making, Batanes was supposed to be the ultimate vacation nearly one year after I quit my day job. It was supposed to be the last hurrah, my Ecuador in the Benjamin Kunkel[1] sense of the word, the turning point in my self-made bilndungsroman, the final escapade before I lay down my anchor at the last port of call. Sadly, a very suspicious declaration of “bad weather” put my friends’ and my plans to naught, and, because we couldn’t find a later common schedule for Batanes, all of us opted for a refund. But that morning, my bags still unpacked, I was raring to go somewhere, anywhere. I had already set aside time and money for a trip. I might as well go somewhere I haven’t been before. “Consider this practice at risk-taking,” I texted my mom, “if I won’t do this now, when will I ever do what I want in life?”

Destination: Batad

Psychology, literature and art history show various symbolic meanings for mountains. Mostly, these heightened places connote a spiritual quest. The process of repeated ascents and descents produce realizations and being at mountain peaks gives one a good hold of the bigger picture. No matter how fitting this alternate trip might be to my own spiritual impasse, when we started moving at 10:50 p.m. I was simply happy to be going.

I awoke at 6:30 a.m. as our vehicle snaked its way through the Banaue landscape. Sunrise over mountaintops, thick clouds and quaint dilapidated houses greeted me that damp morning. When I arrived at the Florida bus terminal in Banaue, I asked someone about transportation arrangements to Batad Junction. I learned that he also was a guide and can take me all the way to the village. After much haggling, we finally agreed on a price.

Minutes after my longganisa and mountain rice breakfast at Hidden Valley Café and picking up some supplies from the local grocery, Gideon (the guide) and I were riding through the countryside on a hired tricycle stopping a few times for photos and some rest. The bumpy ride lasted for an hour. Then I decided to take the two-hour hike from the junction to the village. Tourists have the option to ride a jeepney to the saddle point, a clearing in the mountain with some huts that sell souvenirs and refreshments. The ride costs P 200 per person and will cut the travel time in half. However, I don’t do things half-assed so I started walking.

As I suspected, time can mean different things to different people. Gideon’s two hours meant three and a half hours for me. No matter, I reminded myself that I was not in a race, I was in Batad to take it slow.

For novices like me, the trekking pole is a godsend. I rented one with the bulol (rice god) carving on top at saddle point for P20. At that time I only thought it was cute for photo ops, but I realized after a day that it is actually useful especially while heaving myself through steep terrains or crossing slippery slabs of stones. Somehow, I also felt more comfortable as I imagined the bulol to have certain protective powers. The walk was generally silent, only disturbed by berry picking, occasional questions from me and some trivia from Gideon. Suddenly, despite the physical exertion, I felt myself relaxing.

By noon, I was finally at the village and was settling at Hillside Inn. One hundred fifty pesos a night is not bad for a basic room with an amazing view of the famous rice terraces, now officially declared as a UNESCO world heritage site. The only thing you have to live without is cell phone signal. In Batad, there are very few points where you can detect a faint connection to the outside world and one of these points is Hillside’s paying counter where guests can leave their (Smart powered) mobiles to receive messages. Lunch for me was chicken curry and a huge heap of rice and sautéed watercress. Fresh food certainly rehabilitates a spent body.

In the afternoon, after acclimatizing myself, I walked around the village spoke to an old lady in a native hut. Immah, as she is called, does not know how old she is but says she was already alive during WWII. In my estimate, Immah is a little older than seventy. Living alone, going blind and no one to take care of her, the old lady is gaunt, her hands gnarled, and she smelled faintly of piss. I wondered how she gets by. Gideon explained that her neighbors help out, pounding rice for her and cooking some of her meals. Despite her dire state, Immah has a no-nonsense aura that is heightened by the way she chews her muma or betel nut while she tells her stories.

Immah wanted the old roof of her native house be converted to  galvanized iron. Replacing it with new cogon grass is four times more expensive. I was saddened by the reality. How many of the villagers resort to the same solution?

By sunset, I was in an engaging conversation with Ramon Binalit, a local resident and guide who, for two years now, has been welcoming guests to experience a bit of Igorot culture by sleeping in his family’s native huts. 

Toggling between English, Ilocano and Tagalog, Manong Ramon shared that the idea was suggested to him by two visitors who pointed out that travelers might prefer to learn more about the Igorot way of life than just see the sights in the area. Since then, with the help of some concerned tourists who became their friends, Manong Ramon and some other guides, have been trying to preserve the native huts despite the practicality of having to use galvanized iron for roofing. To preserve authenticity, there is no electricity inside the huts. Traditional baskets still bedeck the walls, old wooden utensils are used, fire is made inside and an amazing number of animal skulls decorate the roof’s underside for protection against evil spirits. Talking to Manong Ramon in front of a fire inside the hut did give a mysterious feeling, as if I’m part of a midnight society of sorts. I could’ve wanted to stay longer, but the dark and the rain prompted Gideon and I to head back to the inn. Dinner is served only up to 7:00 p.m.

Sunrise is Batad is magical. As I am a nocturnal creature, waking up at 4:00 a.m. is uncharacteristic. However, witnessing night lend itself to day above the rugged peaks fronting the inn’s rickety veranda is indeed time well-spent. Wasn’t it Pablo Neruda who said that if he had the choice, he would sleep less because he would not want to miss anything? How true. The whole place is silent save for the occasional rustling of leaves from the trees behind the inn and the puttering of pans from a house at the distant village below. I shivered, stretched out and breathed in the cool mountain air. Sometimes, blank is beautiful.

Omelette and toast prepared me for the rigorous day. Trekking to the top of the terraces to see a good view of the ampitheater and traversing another mountain to get to Tappiya falls for half a day took a toll on my city legs and feet. But I was having a good time despite, no, because of the challenge. I felt extremely lucky not to have fallen over steep cliffs or be crushed by falling boulders. A few months ago three tourists have been hit with some rocks and one of them had been rendered blind. Yikes! I panic slightly at the thought. I cannot not see. My eyes are the source of my bread and butter. When you are on your own in unfamiliar and sometimes dangerous places, you realize it’s not your abilities that keep you alive. You are completely at the mercy of the gods.

On the way, Gideon and I met two French men who came from Pulo and Cambulo, villages where one can see other stretches of rice terraces. I considered going there too but computing for my own version of 4 hours, I opted not to. These jolly fellows have been travelling the country for more than a month and Sagada was to be their last stop. At the falls, we said our au revoirs and hope to see each other in Sagada in a few days. I lingered, enjoying the cool waterspray and the deafening fall of metric tons of water.

Gideon and I made it back to the village a few minutes after noon. I tried the food at Simon’s Inn. Tuna and vegetable pizza and ice-cold Coke for me. From a distance, I peered at where we came from and had to congratulate myself at the feat. When I’m back in the city and feel like catching a jeep, trike or cab to somewhere relatively near, I’d have to look back to this day and remind myself how chicken-shit that distance is compared to this.

Back at Hillside, it was very still with me as the only guest. Somehow, I like the post-peak season quiet. Who knew a P20 humongous pomelo fruit and an ice-cold pale were a match?

I am amazed that it is still unusual for Filipina women to rough it out solo. Gideon said that I was the first non-foreigner he guided who travelled alone. He could not quite get it. After a while, as I was shuffling through the song hits and doing a lame version of “Wonderful Tonight” on the old guitar (G D C Em being the chords among the only few I could play), he couldn’t help asking me if I just broke up with somebody, to which I let out a burst of laughter. Contrary to appearances, I am, I stressed, not heartbroken. Solitude is just a periodic necessity.


For Travelling in Solitarium Part 2 of 2: click here 

[1] Wrote a book entitled Indecision wherein the main character sets out to Ecuador by himself to change his life.